Crossroads

Have to make a major major probably unfavourable decision. Had a prolonged bad dream last night where pals and family came up to me and shake their head and tell me how bad my decision was and all the stuff that I already know.
Too much stress for too long. I'm surprised I'm not getting white hair.
Part of me is quite sure it's bad decision as well. I'm not making it yet, but it's drawing closer to the dateline where I have to do it.
The blog may end up to be my only friend at the end... and maybe the dogs... and yeah, the cats... oh well, maybe not the cats.